1:11 AM | Monday, August 06, 2007

Do you know who can really affect your thinking and can hurt you the most?? the ans is the people that close to you.. recently my gf say i am a disgrace to her as i have no money..And when she and her friends chat and they talk abt their bf.. she feel more angry cos i don have money.. and she told mi (why i choose you?? other people bf give them money to shopping how abt you?? and i have to give you money to eat.. you making mi lose face in fornt of them.. haiz i also no face to tell them abt you..) izit hurting?? people around mi ask mi to break with her but do you guys know abt love?? love is not a thing you can just give up.. even when the person you like treats you as a shit.. you will still love her..and that feeling is cant be decribe.. today we go eat supper.. we have a little quarel cos when she told mi something i misunderstand it.. so she was very angry and don feel like toking to mi.. until her ex bf msg her imagine how she react?? smile happily and talk to mi.. how you guys will feel.. sometimes i told myself.. to her what am i?? i told myself maybe someday she will realise i how i treat her and she will treat mi good?? WORNG.. this is the conclusion i have make.. now i don know wad to do.. continue loving her or ....

That's my day, What's yours?