2:57 PM | Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sad case... yesterday just break up with my girlfriend.. actually i don't blame her as i acknowledge that i am really not a good bf... The way that i treat her good is only double her sadness.. I feel so sad when i hear that and immediately i burst into tears... actually we are not compatible, our interest, even our personality,... is different.

We always quarrel and there are also alot alot of misunderstanding between us resulting us to separate from each other. i am just like a wooden cock head that don understand how she feels. Family problem have already pressurized her to suffocating and yet my concern to her is not what she wish for and only double her burden.. she scream in the orchard mrt so loud that awaken the selfishness of me keeping her by my side neglecting her feeling. I try my best to treat her as nice as possible but the result is still the same. I don understand why everytime i give in to her or even my past relationships they always wanted more. where else when guys treat them bad they like it more. WTH!!! haiz..she is a type of woman that need people to initiative understand her.

I told her that I am really sorry that i made her suffer for 9 months and the time we spent only bring her sadness memories. Now we are friends and i really hope that she can live better without me.. For myself, trying to do some reflection and not to go another relation until i have save at least 20k in my bank.

That's my day, What's yours?

3:33 PM | Thursday, January 08, 2009

LOng time nv blog.. Now in Republic poly every day have to wirte RJ so very tired to blog again!! nowadays I noticed that in singapore there are alot of rich people.. with my saving in the bank i am only a small fry compare to them.. I have to work hard!!! OMG RED CLIFF 2 is coming out in 1 days time I WAnna WATCH!!!

Haiz.. today is the last 2 weeks for school.. going to holiday but why am i so sad and sian??? Recently I and my GF quarrel again, we been together for 9 months and she ask for break for around 50 times -_-!! she is a good girl but her tamper is very hot!! "ouch" every little thing we quarrel about she wanted to break.. maybe she was right that we really not suitable for each other.. But anyway we both agreed that if the next time we quarrel again and she ask for break again, we will break!! HOpe that things can be better..

That's my day, What's yours?