NOw is our holiday for RP, we have a long holiday about 3 months.. nothing to do at home, WTH... i lost my ic, haiz so suai need to go make a new one again.. so many problems chasing after me and i wish someone can tell me what should i do!! cos i need to forget my gf, the actual and correct saying is to learn how to treat her as a friend.. recently i felt that her love to me has slowly vapourise..(don know is good or bad) anyway we are now friends and i really hope that she can be happy without me.. haha...i can feel that she are getting happier and went out with her friends often, her life now is working, hanging around with friends and sleeping haha... good for her, for me i think that i may need to take a long break...
woman sometimes is really hard to understand, they can be happy and suddenly can be angry.. sometimes they get angry and you don know why!! ha..they can do what they likes and you cant,haha remember guys, being love by someone is always the fortunate thing that you will ever wish.. people always tend to lose something then they will know the value of that thing.
I wish that i am a person that can take relationship easily and not so serious.., cos i am that type of person will put everything into it, compromise and bear everything for the women i love. But it will always become the opposite.. they will start to complain and yell at me if i nv treat them as usual. I really hope that for once i can also be the person to be love by them.
