1:53 AM | Sunday, March 29, 2009

yoyo.. I am back from genting.. haha.. WAH!!! the things and food there all very EX!!! remember when you guys go there must briing enough cash.. 1 cup noodles cost sing dollars about 3 bucks.. LOL!! I and michele were having fun there, haiz but happy moments always vanish fast.. like water vapour.. I wish the precious moment can hold on till the happiness fill up my heart..

Michele told mi.. she wanted to be friends for the time now.. cos she is tired of relationship.. haiz, me too but i am scared to lose her.. cos i know that some guys is fond on her and wanna to know her more.. when i think of that, my mood is all down to the drain..

she also told mi that after 2 years if i am still single, maybe we can be together again.. when i head that my face is full of joy.. but sometimes we still quarrel.. like in the genting.. when she angry she can say that "don need to wait for 2 years le, i can tell you now we wont be together de" OMG!!! One moment i am like in heaven, another moment i feel like i am in hell... haiz..

I really cant forget about although i tell myself many times to forget her.. haiz.. when i and her in genting my feeling is telling me i really cant forget her smile and everything.. she may not be the perfect woman but she is the one i love in my heart.. i may be stupid but my love is true..

I told her i will wait no matter what.. and i will really wait.. till the day she tell mi " i have no feeling for you anymore" maybe that is the time i have to learnt to pick myself up again.. although my on her and mi is like drama but is real.. I really hate myself for loving someone.. cos my heart have endless love for them.. then i will have endless pain too..

anyway genting is fun... glad i go with her.. so i can conform that my decision is right.. i will wait.. now trying to build up bonds with my old friends.. hope more colours will added in to my rainbow.. haha.. JIA YOU TO MYSELF...

That's my day, What's yours?

1:20 AM | Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Today quite is a relaxing day.. I went out with alvin and his cousin to do shopping in town and we eat non stop.. LOL.. going gain weight liao.. actually when guy shop with guy is more better when woman is not around.. I think most guys think so ba.. cos we can talk what we like.. just feel free and easy haha..

I think that woman are really troublesome and hard to understand.. haiz.. they can change their mind and show their tamper easily.. Just hate woman.. why woman always the one who hurt guys.. maybe i am the only one? haiz.. i always bully by woman.. i don't know why? i always give them what they like and give in to them but in the end.. haha.. don really wanna to remember it.. how long i am going to suffer? I just want a gal who love me and be nice to me.. love is so fragile.. people change easily and fast..

I have not contact my ex for 2 days le.. but what I saw from her facebook I think that she can live happier without me.. sometimes i really watn to give up but when i was about to give up, she give mi hope again.. i feeling very tired and hurt.. Just wanted a result soon.. want me to leave or want me to stay.. don make mi wait and wait..

Going to genting with her, but i not sure she will feel happy anot.. but i will try my best to give her a unforgettable memories.. this memories will always store in my mind no matter where i go.. sweet memories are meant to be keep.. maybe one day she will find a better guy than me.. i just hope she get one... someone she loves.. but i think the person is not me.. from her attidute towards me, i think what meant to be over is over... guess i have to move on soon.. but at the same time my care for her will not end till one day she meet a person that can take care of her..

All the best michele.. i know one day you can be as happy when the first time i meet you..

That's my day, What's yours?

1:40 AM | Saturday, March 14, 2009

Yoyo..going to genting next week.. haha.. think i am going to destress over there..stress is catching up to me..so i think i have to take a break over there.. I going with michele, this is what i promise her so i have to do it.. Most important I like the weather there..

Recently, i meet back my sec friends.. finding my life is added with more colours now.. I think i am just a rainbow without any colour but now the first colour "red" is been added and i hope more colour is coming in to colour my rainbow. It means to make my life more meaningful.. haha..

Today i have a bball match with my sec friends and we vs phillipino.. lol we lost badly, simply said is they are good.. haha but i am happy.. this few days I keep listen the same song over and over again, the song xiao jiu wo.. so nice.. keep listening to it...haha btw sch is reopening soon hope I can pick up more colours over there..

michele now is busy working.. hope she can take care of herself.. think don't disturb her is the best thing for me to do.. Yesterday I post a comment at her facebook saying that "If i have a wish, i will wish she stay happy as always.. I mean it..

Sometimes i hate myself for being a quiet person, cos is hard to know more friends with this kind of personality.. haiz.. I just don know how to start a conversation.. or topic to talk.. haiz.. Haha.. think going to sleep soon.. hope i can have a nice dreamz.. night to myself..

That's my day, What's yours?