Today quite is a relaxing day.. I went out with alvin and his cousin to do shopping in town and we eat non stop.. LOL.. going gain weight liao.. actually when guy shop with guy is more better when woman is not around.. I think most guys think so ba.. cos we can talk what we like.. just feel free and easy haha..
I think that woman are really troublesome and hard to understand.. haiz.. they can change their mind and show their tamper easily.. Just hate woman.. why woman always the one who hurt guys.. maybe i am the only one? haiz.. i always bully by woman.. i don't know why? i always give them what they like and give in to them but in the end.. haha.. don really wanna to remember it.. how long i am going to suffer? I just want a gal who love me and be nice to me.. love is so fragile.. people change easily and fast..
I have not contact my ex for 2 days le.. but what I saw from her facebook I think that she can live happier without me.. sometimes i really watn to give up but when i was about to give up, she give mi hope again.. i feeling very tired and hurt.. Just wanted a result soon.. want me to leave or want me to stay.. don make mi wait and wait..
Going to genting with her, but i not sure she will feel happy anot.. but i will try my best to give her a unforgettable memories.. this memories will always store in my mind no matter where i go.. sweet memories are meant to be keep.. maybe one day she will find a better guy than me.. i just hope she get one... someone she loves.. but i think the person is not me.. from her attidute towards me, i think what meant to be over is over... guess i have to move on soon.. but at the same time my care for her will not end till one day she meet a person that can take care of her..
All the best michele.. i know one day you can be as happy when the first time i meet you..
