yoyo.. I am back from genting.. haha.. WAH!!! the things and food there all very EX!!! remember when you guys go there must briing enough cash.. 1 cup noodles cost sing dollars about 3 bucks.. LOL!! I and michele were having fun there, haiz but happy moments always vanish fast.. like water vapour.. I wish the precious moment can hold on till the happiness fill up my heart..
Michele told mi.. she wanted to be friends for the time now.. cos she is tired of relationship.. haiz, me too but i am scared to lose her.. cos i know that some guys is fond on her and wanna to know her more.. when i think of that, my mood is all down to the drain..
she also told mi that after 2 years if i am still single, maybe we can be together again.. when i head that my face is full of joy.. but sometimes we still quarrel.. like in the genting.. when she angry she can say that "don need to wait for 2 years le, i can tell you now we wont be together de" OMG!!! One moment i am like in heaven, another moment i feel like i am in hell... haiz..
I really cant forget about although i tell myself many times to forget her.. haiz.. when i and her in genting my feeling is telling me i really cant forget her smile and everything.. she may not be the perfect woman but she is the one i love in my heart.. i may be stupid but my love is true..
I told her i will wait no matter what.. and i will really wait.. till the day she tell mi " i have no feeling for you anymore" maybe that is the time i have to learnt to pick myself up again.. although my on her and mi is like drama but is real.. I really hate myself for loving someone.. cos my heart have endless love for them.. then i will have endless pain too..
anyway genting is fun... glad i go with her.. so i can conform that my decision is right.. i will wait.. now trying to build up bonds with my old friends.. hope more colours will added in to my rainbow.. haha.. JIA YOU TO MYSELF...
